Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Questions in Life

It was Friday morning of 17th October 2014 in the capital of India.   I was there since Tuesday that week for a few business meetings and to visit Smart Cards Expo, a three-day event at Pragati Maidan from 15th to 17th October.  The exhibition is over a decade old and brings together various stack holders of the Smart Cards players in the Indian market.  It was the 3rd day into the show and I did not have much left to get out of the show.  So, I decided to catch up with Ajay; a former business associate, now a close friend of mine.  I was at a hotel in Rajendra place and had my meeting scheduled with Ajay at noon in Nehru place.  Despite having plenty of time before I could take my return flight AI 540 to Chennai at 20.55hrs, I had to return to my hotel in time to check-out by 2.00pm.  Two hour was the maximum time extension that I could charm the hotel receptionist into, to hold the room free of charge. 

Having spent a long night on GoToMeeting with my colleagues in the US to get a demo up and running, I was up relatively late that morning.  The sleep was a couple of hours short of my usual sever hour sleep quota.   I had a quick breakfast of fresh fruits, fruit juice, probiotic milk, mango yogurt and an egg, to detox the body of alcohol and meaty sides that I had consumed previous night, over a meeting with one of the friends who works for competition.  During breakfast, I contemplated on the fastest way to get to Nehru Place in time for my noon meeting.  I decided to take the very popular and efficient Delhi Metro.  A steward in the hotel had commented that the Delhi Metro has shrunk the size of the Delhi, enabling commuters to travel quickly from one end of the city to another in the often congested and slow moving road traffics of Delhi.  

At 10.55am I walked down from my room 321 of Jaypee Siddharth (one of Delhi’s oldest hotel) to the Rajendra Place metro, which was hardly 500meters away.  I was trying to walk in the shadows of the metro line so I could avoid perspiration due to the warm sunshine of October, to reach the meeting fresh.  Just as I reached the flight of stairs that lead to the metro station, I saw an old elderly and homeless couple, probably in their mid-70s, fishing something out of their rags.  I saw the man pull out a packet of food and couple opened the packet very carefully not to spill any food, probably given by a kind hearted human.   I slowed down, and began to observe this couple.  They were fragile and very weak.  They were in torn clothes, which will not help keep them warm in the cold nights of Delhi.  Initially, I thought I should buy them some warm food from a roadside stall that had been preparing some Pav Bhaji.   But then, I thought I should give them a 100 rupee note and let them decide what they wanted to do with it. May be they could buy a couple of meals, or purchase something more needed.   While this thought was running in me, I realised that I was already on the escalator that was moving steadily up towards the ticket counters on the first floor of the metro station.   As the escalator climbed higher, I had lost sight of the couple and unfortunately of the little help that I wanted to offer to the couple.  The feeling that I would be late for my meeting took over the little noble thought that was born a few seconds ago.  

At the counter, I bought a single journey metro token from Rajendra Place to Nehru Place for Rs.20.  Well, it was actually Rs. 19 and the lady at the counter never made an attempt to give me the Re. 1, and simple said “NEXT”. I looked at the small blue plastic coin shaped token and said to myself that this was a ”Mifare Ultralight” contactless smart card token that was used for a single journey.  After all, I came from this industry and knew this since my company was involved in several metro transit projects around the world.  I searched for the sign “towards Noida City Center” ran up the stairs to the platform to take the blue line metro.  I boarded a train that arrived in less than 2 minutes.  The train was relatively less crowded and I had plenty of room to stand.  The train would not take me to Nehru Place. I had to change lines to reach my destination.  I had an option to change at the very busy “Rajiv Chowk” underground metro station and take a yellow line.  But I would mean a change again at “Central Secretariat” over to the Violet line.  I decided to skip myself of the trouble of two changes and the very crowded “Rajiv Chowk”.  “Mandi House” meant a single change and relatively less crowded station as well.  In about 15 minutes the train was at the underground “Mandi House” station.  After quickly going up and down a few flights of stairs and escalators at the station, I conveniently changed to the Violet line and boarded an empty metro towards “Badarpur”.    It was less than half an hour ride to Nehru Place on this metro.   As I kept watching people getting in and out of the train, it suddenly dawned on me that I didn’t find time to hand over a meagre amount to an old and needy couple I had seen at the Rajendran Place.  Guilt stuck me hard.  I could not forgive myself for being so selfish and walking away from the small opportunity GOD had given me to share what he had blessed me with.   I felt very bitter and almost wanted to get off the metro and return to fulfil this deed.  But, I wanted to keep my commitment for my meeting at 12.00 noon.   I reached the Nehru Place metro around 11.50am, 10 minutes before my meeting.  I quickly called Ajay to learn that he still was about 5 to 10 minutes away by car.  He complained about the slow moving traffic all the way from his residence at Sarita Vihar.    To save time, we decided to meet at some coffee shop in “Epicuria Mall” at the metro station.  While waiting for Ajay, I took the time to check-out electronic gadgets at the country’s first 24x7 electronic store “House of Technology” or popularly called HOT.   Gadgets always excited me, but today it did not as guilt was eating me up. I kept thinking of the old couple. 

Exactly at noon, Ajay was there and we exchanged pleasantries and went down to the food court.   We looked for a nice place we could sit down for a coffee and discuss.  We spotted the “Chatter House” and they had a nice sit out.  We were their first customers that day, since they open only at noon.   We sat in the open.  It had a wonderful ambience and we realised that beer probably tasted better than coffee at this joint. Since they did not have stock of Indian beer, we went by the recommendation of the waiter and ordered “Sol” Mexican beer.  Yes, the beer tasted smoother and better with a piece of lime in it. Since I had less than 85 minutes to go, we started our discussion right away over Sol.  We discussed the most happening technologies in our Industry, different projects, opportunities that existed, how we could collaborate with each other and so on.  After about 40 minutes, the discussions drifted from technology to social causes.  Both Ajay and I are actively involved and participate in several welfare projects. I will leave the details for another day. Ironically, the topic that came up was something that was close to both our hearts - “Elders”.   Ajay was working on a project for senior citizens and was seeking my opinion and suggestions.  While I was suggesting a few modifications, he was keenly listening to me.   I felt fake.  Here I am talking big to Ajay on how care has to be provided to elders, while hardly an hour ago I walked away from a needy couple.  I felt ashamed and I deeply regretted my in-action.

Exactly at 1.30pm I excused myself, and rushed back to the Metro station and stood in a queue at the ticket counter to take a train back to Rajendra Place. I kept thinking of the elder couple was hoping to find them when I return.    I was in standing in the long queue to purchase a travel token, while I noticed many patrons of Delhi metro walking past the turnstiles using their Delhi Metro plastic card.  This contactless plastic card had stored value and offered discounts on tickets. Further, one didn’t have to stand in the long queues and worry about tendering exact change.  Wow!   I reached the counter in a couple of minutes, and placed Rs. 20 and asked for Rajendra Place.  The guy at the countered returned a Re.1 coin and my plastic token for the journey.   I felt respect for him.  I ran up the stairs on platform 1 to take the train to Mandi House which arrived in less than a minute.   The train was getting fuller at each stop now.  In this rush, I kept praying that I should find the old couple and hand them the Rs.100 that I now desperately wanted to.   

At Mandi House all travellers got off the train and seemed like everyone ran towards the blue line.  I searched for the sign “towards Dwarka Sector 21” and ran down to the platform.  I remembered that I had to check-out the room before 2.00pm or I would have to pay additional charges.   A train arrived in no time and it was packed.  I tried entering it in vain.  I stood back and awaited the next train, which was there in a minute.  This was no better.  It was equally packed.  I could not wait for another train.  I took a plunge into one of the compartments in which there seemed to some room to set foot in.  I thought the door would close with one foot of mine still outside.  It did not happen. I had both my feet grounded on the train. I quickly found my way to the vestibule which was relatively less crowded.    It was 2.00pm when I boarded the train at Mandi House and now was concerned about the additional charges that the hotel would levy for extension.   As the train approached Karol Bagh, I began carefully making my way towards the exit of the train so that I did not have a difficulty getting off at the next station.  I took extra care not to stamp anyone with my 13 size formal black leather shoes that would definitely hurt.  After a battle through the crowded travellers, I was at the exit just as the train approached Rajendra Place.   I checked the time on my mobile and it was 2.25pm.  Holy cow! “Another half day charges” I said to myself and dashed towards the station exit.  I dropped the coin in the turnstiles. As they opened doors for me, I walked as fast as I could to the hotel.  As I reached the reception counter at the hotel, I was profusely sweating.  I apologized and requested the hotel not burden me with an additional charge.  They readily accepted and gave me time until 3.00pm.   I ran to my room and now that I had the luxury of another 20 minutes, I decided to have a quick shower and change so I was presentable in the flight to my co-passengers.  

While I began to enjoy the cold shower, I realized that I had completed missed on something.  How could I forget something that bothered me so much all through my trip that morning?  The old couple at the Rajendra Place metro station!!

At times I wonder - What am I running after?

   

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